hey man i understand what you are saying,
annyway it is a 'hardcore' style gameserver.
it is not about luck but it is about hard(longterm) work.
if you know that game from the Launch of L2 than you know it is worth it!
so give it a try and don't be that negative,
you are welcome to join my clan(dm for this)
see you there (server:giran) clan: Royalty
with kind regards,.......