L2 game not for you. Try play "tetris". I make 120lvl in 1 year and I not aoe (I'm not stay in xp party). Most people which I know 120lvl doing in max 2 years. All its ok in game - you not understand how to play.
If you spend 500-1000e per event - you can have everything in this game. And if you not have - low rates not will help for you. Because you totally dont know how to play L2.
So just stop making posts like this - people smiling from you - long time.